lost in an abyss.whats happening to me?...
Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 11:52 AM
the more i live the more lost ive becoming.whats happening to me?..im gettin stronger and faster i have a 6 to 8 pack medium build pushing my body to its human potental critical point putting on weight armor/clothes that puts more and more pressure with each ch weight item i put on.Art is the only way i can express at times.there are some things i can tell plp and some things i cant.Its like emoness crawling and covering me little by little more and more.with a mixture of insanity/Like all the things
ive tooken it is coming out and the body cant take it anymore.Like im in a nightmare i cant stop fightin till everyone whos tryin to hurt me backs off.but the more i take down the more enemies from my enemies come.My fate is gettin closer to a seal as the wolf that i am keeps fighting off the enemy unit in the pursue of true happiness and rest.why cant i be happy why is it that everytime i try im shot down or unable to be happy.tears fall everytime i try and my whole body hurts.is this the cry of the soul with the mix of the fighting spirit?.the more i live on the harder things get the more a pounding i take the more my soul is enflamed with the fire and desire of battle and bloodlust in an attempt to vanquish my enemies.what the hell am i becoming or am?.All alone stuck in a world so cold wandering the lands of the environment with blackness surrounding me everyway i look blinding me making me walk aimlessly searching for answers and a way out of the darkness.the lonewolf path i walk and where this path will lead without the aid of oppenthers in a battlescarred bloodpaved environment?only one way to find out is by keep living continousously constantly wondering what the hell is happening to this wolf that ive become.
why do i keep fighting why dont i ever give up what is drivin me all the way i wish i knew.
i can only say that to the plp that ive hurt which i hope is a few or none.that those who are innocent.im srry.to those that im watching...thanks studying your art and the pic motivation means alot me why i sort out my thoughts. to be continued.
- Mood:
Suffering - Listening to: sr71 tommorow
- Reading: nothing
- Watching: nothing
- Drinking: herbal tea
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"If a task is once begun, never leave till it's done. Be the labor great or small, do it well or not at all."
"The sky's the limit, beyond that, can be your own imagination." ~Me
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